Dating

After spending yet another weekend sitting in my flat and doing nothing, I realized I have become the most boring person in the world.

Things could be different if I had a girlfriend. Finally convinced myself to start dating only to push a good chance with the back of my hand. I guess I'm just rusty in the "lovey-dovey" way or just dating in general. I didn't use to be like this. I feel miserable.

This is my first post in a long time. I wouldn't want it to be on such a mundane topic but that's exactly how I feel.