Purgatory

Many have discussed what purgatory would be like. Dante devoted one third of his masterpiece The Divine Comedy. Colin Farrell defined it as being "like Tottenham" in his best movie "In Bruges".

I did not have an idea of what it would be like until I had a very interesting phone call with my ex-girlfriend. I don't want to put her on a pedestal (which I have done for many year - it took me about 2 years to get over her) but when I was talking to her about a very irrelevant matter, I realised (I think she briefly mentioned the same thing) that I was having a lot of fun talking to her and I believe that was what made us start a relationship back in the day.

At that point you start thinking; Was it at all necessary to get involved in the first place?

I guess I will never answer this question and will stay in that place called purgatory whenever I talk to her. All the good and bad past memories and enjoying the moment without thinking about the past.

Still, I'll keep thinking; What if?